I know it has been a long time since I have posted.
I haven't even visited my site in a long time.
I bet most of you can understand what a tremendous loss it is, losing a family member. My little sister had been sick for a long time. The first we found out that she was ill was in 2015.
After treatment, she started getting better. But last year, she took a horrible turn and sadly she died.
It has been such a horrible year. I still cannot think about her that I don't start crying. Even after counselling and doctors' visits, and even meds, I cannot seem to pull myself together.
She wasn't the first family member I have lost. I lost my oldest sister when I was 18 and my dad when I was 22.
But my little sis, well, I thought it was the end for me. I just stopped. Everything stopped. My world crumbled.
And so, my art has suffered. I haven't been able to draw or even pick up a pencil.
But, I have decided to pull myself together. I know sis wouldn't want me to keep grieving. I have re-joined Stratford-upon- Avon Art Society.
I really need some ideas for the exhibition next year.
Soon I will be trying some drawing.
Thanks for dropping by.